You are upset.
Indignant.
Frustrated. Irritated.
People are not the
way you like them to be.
Unresponsive,
irresponsible, insensitive, messy, cruel, you name it, they are.
In short, they don’t
fit into your story. (We all have our own stories. And sometimes they
beautifully match for a while –until one awakens and starts to relate beyond
stories.)
So, you are upset.
In order to look
acceptable, you need to disguise the simple truth even for yourself.
Instead of simply
saying “I’m upset because I don’t get what I want” you embellish it. Justify
your reasons, ennoble them.
Now you are upset and righteous in front of this erratic
casting. A double hunch camel with the burden you lay on yourself.
But in no time, in a
happy moment of realization as the apple fallen on Newton’s head, it’s going to
dawn on you, and the door to dramas closes and click! heart’s vast, vast eyes
open.