Ah, this
bitter sweet confusion. Cacophonic, shrill and murky. Brown. And the all too
familiar response of ego that calls for “order!” No escape, mate, we have THIS
on our plate right now. Let’s simplify things a little to get some clarity so
that we wouldn’t be drifted away. The hardest part of dealing with uncertainty
seems to be a constricted sense of time. A heightened urgency in avoiding the
unpleasant. And impatience as its inevitable consequence. Stop. Breath. Step
not on the accelerator like a panicked inexperienced driver, but on the clutch
pedal. Expand the sense of time. Make room to the uncertainty. Consider it an
indefinite crossing. Shift this narrow-minded attempt to control to something
more spacious. Be proactively patient.
